Heartache

It's funny when you thought that everything's doing great with you and your special someone, when suddenly, you found yourself running upstairs in your room alone while she stays downstairs. Wishing that she'll come up in your room and console you, cuddle you up and say sweet nothings to make everything ok again. But no. Instead, she left the house without even saying she's going. It's a very infuriating feeling. But she does it to me everytime we fight and she's very good at it. As expected, after the "walk out" during the following days, she wont call or even txt me to make amends or to check on me. I really raeally hate this attitude of hers and she knows it. She knows that pisses me off my socket.

Not having spoken for two days now, i've lost hope she'll ever contact me again. I doubt if she'll see me again. Great. Just great.

Quickie! :p

A very quick thought!

I'm here in the hospital right now where my ate ritz works. I didnt go to work today (YES! :p) but i had to have my urine and stool test. :p (eew! i know. :p) but it's done now! :) we're just here hanging out in my at'e office doing.. uhmm.. well.. nothing really.. just surfing the net, uploading my sites and eventually writing this post. :)

So that's it. :) i just wanna share this day. :) im happy i get to have my check up now and learned that i'm healthy as a cow! :p (besides my swelling right hands which is still numb 'til now. hehehe)

GTG! :) ciao!

Shine on,
Rain :)

New Look!

Hey! Hey! I got a new look for my blog. :) it's been a while since i used this so I felt guilty and tweaked it a lil'. :p I kind of forgot on how to use this so im exploring it again.. :) it's so nice to see that my previous posts like 2 or 3 years ago are still here. :) (Astig!) What sucks is reading all of it again and seeing a lot of wrong grammars, spellings and my nonsense talking. :p

Nwei, hope i'll be able to maintain my blog from now on.. can't promise 'coz there's a lot of work to do.. :) hmmm? maybe on the weekends? we'll see.. :p

Time Flies

Time flies, really. I can't believe that it's been this long since I last wrote an entry and to think that my last entry was when I quit my first job. :p Now, I'm writing this entry but already I am in my 3rd job (don't get me wrong, my second job was a 2-month project as a Consultant where I earned big time! :p) hehehe!

Currently I am with GMA Network Center under Program Management as a Program Coordinator. Nice huh? It took ages, well 6mos to be exact, before I got in. And it’s a shocking experience if you’re going to ask me ‘coz I wasn’t prepared. Literally not prepared, from the orientation date, to picture taking (wherein I wasn’t informed not to wear white ‘coz the BG is white but I don’t have a choice now do I? So my “ugly duckling” photo will be my ID forever here. That suck!), to the position and of course to the place I’m going to live in. But you know what? Sometimes in life, we really don’t expect the good things coming. So I said to myself, what the heck? It’s my chance of a life time. My first two weeks in GMA I went back and forth from Pampanga to QC. It was ok actually. It’s as if commuting from Angeles to San Fernando so it’s no biggy. But now, I found a comfy and safe place to live. Thanks to the GMA Coop Dorm where my dormates are very nice and friendly.

Now I am settled here and am planning to stay for a long while. J Which is good right? Who am I to decline a good working atmosphere? To be with colleagues so fun and hilarious to be with? With everything so systematic where it should be the case?

I can say that God is really good. He gave me a great opportunity at the perfect time. I may be single but I am thankful of what I have now. J Shine on!

Love Poems

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.